Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Unfortunately cute girl at the t-shirt stand has a boyfriend. I think. Or else a very possessive male friend who took offense at me talking to her. Turns out he was a nice guy and I may have inadvertently joined a fantasy book club. That was a rather weird hour.

Having trouble not thinking about stuff lately.

Even if things didn't work out romantically with Melissa I got closer to her than I have just about anybody in a long time. But she seems to have dropped off the face of the planet as far as returning texts and following up on things she has said to me. I'm pretty disappointed, as learning about Ekankhar meant a lot to me, and I have no idea if she's still willing to help me with that. And no clue as to the status of the seminar in Toronto. It's happened before but I hate it when people I get close to just disappear.

I do like learning the guitar. Even if she's doing it in an "interesting" way. Musician drama is kinda cute, mostly cause I don't care.

Not a bloody clue as to how I feel about Tanya. Who has a boyfriend. Ish. Who she doesn't like and wouldn't be with if not for some credit card thing? I'm not sure. She made a crummy first impression. She is materialistic, and is kinda clueless about regular everyday things like cooking for oneself or taking the bus. However when not talking about her fucked situation with her ex or stressing about stuff she really has absolutely no control over she is actually pretty good company. Very intelligent, shows some ambition and a not so buried deep sense of humor. Plus she gets stuck in her basement a lot too so I kinda feel for her.

I do miss having a real social life. Maybe when Josh comes to Guelph it'll be better. I'll have a place to hang out maybe? And play video games? The male companionship would be just super. Maybe get to play a PS2 again. The Xbox only has a bare handfull of decent rpgs. I miss my front mission and xenosaga games.

Err weird ass shit. No different than usual.

G driving test on Friday!

Re-did my Plenty of Fish stuff. No clue, don't ask. Not sure myself. I'm actually getting a helluva lot more play just walking up to women and talking to them. I wonder if I should watch the 40 year old virgin and go for those tips. Or just cause it's an awesome movie that I haven't seen in t0o long.

Waiting, waiting waiting to hear from the UofG. Put me out of my fucking misery already. I don't want to look for full time till I know one way or another. Especially since I have that "promotion". Yeah probably not more money, maybe not more hours but I will be getting trained at the customer service desk. It's slightly a big deal. Slightly. But it means I can say goodbye to the walk in, do my shit, walk out, thing I kinda like about being on cash. But I need the hours and might be able to scam a raise. Fucking union.

Getting into Dead by April. Most people hate the weird melodic screamo/nu metal stuff. I like it. I also like a lot of different stuff. There's Paramour and Avril Lavigne on my computer.

Umm have decided to ramp up the gym thingy. Will start to use the stuff Mum and Dad have rotting in the basement. No more fast food either.

Begin thinking with the wrong head.

Boobs. They make women win. Or so they think.... muahahahaha. Boobs only win arguments when they're in my mouth. Need some help. With my junk. I'm hurting lately. Maybe if one of these attractive young students I spend my time with would put out....

Stop thinking with the wrong head.

That's me. Thinking always gets me into trouble. No matter which head I do it with.

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