It's really irritating that I thought yesterday was a productive day. It really wasn't, so why did I think it was? The only thing that happened was a handful of phone conversations with people I haven't spoken to in a while. I didn't even go to work. Hell I didn't even get out to a movie. Hmm I don't like this. This is a problem.

I want to go to Tbay to see Jay. I also would like Josh to be back in Guelph so I can see his dumb ass too. Even if I only have a vague idea of why the fuck he is moving back.

I want to go gambling. I need to shave.

Okay so it's been long established that I'm the evil twin. Mostly when it was discovered what I spent my time actually doing with friends in high school when everyone thought it was video games and pizza parties.

But am I still the evil twin? It's can't just be for my love of Metal and my recent escapades with the fairer (arguable) sex. Or is it? Jay has settled down for all intents and purposes. But that works for him. It's just not something I'm really looking for anymore.

I still give my right hand that subtle look of longing now and again. Maybe it's time to go out with the girls. Making out with some strange sounds pretty good right about now. Well I dunno. Their recreational activities have taken a turn I'm not terribly comfortable with. Which is terribly disappointing as there aren't a lot of people I like to spend time with. Maybe if I just keep out of the apartment?

Any ranting and raving today? No I guess not.

Oo and I had a neat idea. Instead of just writing neat occult gothic fantasy, I was thinking about doing more traditional stuff. It was pointed out to me that I (like everyone I suppose) have gone through some interesting shit in my life. Maybe I'll try putting some of it in writing? Mix things up a bit? Add some shit? Maybe change it up, have things turn out better/worse then they actually did? Lots of short story ideas there I suppose. Or maybe I could try something a little more ambitious than a short story? Novella (amazing word) maybe? I'd have to start storyboarding and making notes.

Food for thought nom nom nom.

That's me. Slightly weirded out over some similarities.