Stuck in a rut.

So I'm really bad at commenting on the blogs I follow, or even on blogs I don't follow that I stumble across after trolling the boards on 20sb.net. I feel like if I start commenting and putting myself out there than maybe I'll have more people who want to read this crap I post.

I should. But I probably won't. You see, I don't give a rat's ass about how many people follow my blog. Hell I don't even care all that much about the content. I've just been doing this for a while, it's part of who I am and how I live and I don't care much about what other people think about what I'm doing. Now don't get me wrong, I very much enjoy it when my friends and family tell me about visiting here, but my life doesn't really revolve around my stats counter. I started blogging for me and I'll continue blogging for me.

That all being said, someone just stopped following my blog. Kinda easy to notice around here. They are probably stupid.



Let the flame war begin!

I am missing out on a Keg party tonight. Why? Cause I'm tired and hafta work in the morning. Apparently I am also completely fucking lame.

I work a lot and it sucks. I also have my online course and a writing deadline (which I should get working on). I'm busy. But I never feel like I'm busy. I don't understand.

I've played a lot of Dragon Age 2. A lot. But I only really play video games when I get bored. Sometimes it's 2-3 hours a day, sometimes 2-3 hours a week. But when I get home from work I usually just want to sit on the counch and chill, so that's what I do.

It's bothering me that I've been rather predictable lately. To my surprise, my roommates have been making very accurate guesses as to my actions at any given moment. So I have come to the possible conclusion that I might be stuck in a rut.

I hate being stuck in ruts. That's how I end up working jobs I hate for longer than I realize I've been working them. That's how I end up being a boring ass tool. It drives me nuts. There is an upside. I AM earning money. Paying bills is part of being an adult. I just wish I could spend my time earning money doing something I actually enjoyed.

Or at the very least a job with weekends off.

Want to know what happens when I try to break out of ruts? I quit jobs, get restraining orders, spend too much money, break up with chicks I'm seeing, etc etc. So this time the goal will be to not do anything drastic or anything that might cause me to go crazy. Blogging only goes so far.

I'll let you know what I come up with.

Anyway.

Something else that keeps me sane.



Super awesome. I like part when the stringed instruments (the non-guitar ones) join in.

That's me. Apparently it's only a competition when Jay's winning.