Today I'm pissed off and confused and upset and annoyed and tired and sleepy and angry and I kinda want to buy Dragon Age 2 next week but I'm still working on my complete playthrough of FFXIII, and I want to go out tonight but there's no point because of all of the above and not to mention all this shit happening with the stupid fucking bank means I probably can't afford to go to the ranch tonight anyways cause I'm sure at some point my landlady (who is awesome) might eventually ask for the rent on time instead of always getting it fucking late cause for some reason the bank hates my fucking guts and what about OSAP always trying to get me to capitulate and that's not going to happen anytime soon and I'm so wrecked even Chewbacca couldn't help if he was real even though he's awesome and I feel like if he was real we'd prolly be best buds for life which would be cool for him cause Wookies live like 6 times as long as humans or something awesome like that.
New music. Not even close to angry metal music even though I'm not a fan of "real" metal and only "kinda metal" with a few awesome exceptions, but pretty much anything Corey Taylor is involved in makes me want to be a better person so I deserve to listen to his music even if Slipknot and Stonesour aren't even half as hardcore as they used to be, I'm okay with that if this is the result because a lot of the time I like the passionate emotional stuff much more than I like like the angry emotional stuff.
Fuck listen to this one too.
Tonight I kinda want to go get wasted and make an ass of myself in front of strange women but I'm just going to end up saying in and playing video games and watching movies and probably not being around cute chicks which is fine I guess cause I'm not good company at the moment but fuck it all I hate this 2 job shit I don't know if I want to keep doing this since I kinda just want to get as many hours at the store and hold out for fulltime somewhere as opposed to this juggling my entire fucking life around and not sleeping less than normal which is a fucking lot of not sleeping not that the dishwashing job is bad but I don't want to get sucked in as it's only good cause I get to work with Manny and he's leaving at the end of April fuck dishwashing it's too easy probably cause I was good at it when i was 15 and it's not like you can get worse at something like that but I don't want to be known as a good dishwasher.
Good Job pal, I knew you had it in ya. Plus, keep up the references only I can understand cause it makes me feel better and psychic. More better than psychic, and that's okay.
Kinda freaking a bit. And an odd craving for tomato juice?
That's me. Not today punctuation....... not today.
SpAmmy
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