More than meets the eye

Juice and hotdogs set off the fire alarm.

There might be a voodoo doll of me out there somewhere.

I like cake.

It's like riding a bike. It's easy and you never forget. Wait, more like riding a blonde. Actually more like having a blonde ride you.

The number 2 looked too short so we did the number 3 and it looks fine. But I shouldn't pretend to have my ear cut off again.

Inception is not insurmountable.

The beard plays.

I always thought I was a geek. Then I saw this.


So it looks like I clock in under all 3. I create, understand, collect, and yes I sometimes still get confused by really cool stuff. Maybe we need a new word for someone like me.

Well, I usually prefer "Sam".

So the other night I went through every post I've ever written on blogger and I've come to the conclusion that I used to be funnier, smarter, better looking and better with women. Well actually not even close, but sometimes it feels like it. I sometimes have problem motivating myself, but going through almost a year's worth of blogger posts kinda kicked me into high gear.

Oh yeah and I got another job. Not something to be proud about, but I do get to work with a buddy, and this should make it so it's not touch and go at the end of every month with the bills.

Well I hope.

But it has put me in a better mood and a better place so that's something. Not to mention the momentum kick start and motivational effects too.

So things are looking up?

Well I don't think I'd go so far. I'm still not working full time, which is what I need, but I have bought myself some breathing space.

So yeah since I had the weekend off I thought I'd just laze around and recharge my batteries. So far it's going swimmingly, even with the unintentional productivity of getting a job and a haircut.

Another thing I have at the moment are events planned to look forward to, and having something or things planned is usually quite important to me to keep from going all loopy. But having Liv and Eric visit is great... that is if I actually get a chance to see them, what with me getting a new job and all. But it's still great that they're coming down.

I would like very much to go visit Lysee, but that might not be in the cards either as getting time off will be a bitch and It'll be kinda tough to come up with the cash.

Fuck it. I just want to get on a plane and go somewhere... anywhere... for a while.

However the planning I would like the most to do is something else that hasn't happened in a while. I know how I am when I start getting into a girl and I start all these diabolical plans that usually blow up in my face but are so very much fun to plan and attempt to carry out. But I'm just kinda in a weird place right now, not to mention it's difficult to be proud of what I do for a "living". So yeah. Not that there aren't any girls, but I'm not sure about them/her at the moment. So I'm being patient maybe? I don't know anymore. That's that I suppose. Maybe? Fuck if I know.

For the moment.

Musical interlude. The only way I was able to stay sane this week.



That's me. I am more than what I do, and even more than what people see. Oddly enough I'm actually feeling pretty good.